I said i might write about my birthday for the next post on my last post right. Nahhh nothing special but I really appreciate that day.
My girls planned alot but it didn't work out. It's a big surprise that they planned for me.
But there's some reasons why the plan didn't work. (don't wanna talk about it)
Thanks to my girls , thanks Sharm for bringing me out for dinner and thanks Lay for coming to my birthday dinner all the way from KL. *crazy women
Thanks A LOT ❤
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| My girls. ❤ |
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I've been thinking a lot these days. Like really A LOT. All day all night *hahaa overreact*
Bout my life.
Most of my friends went for college already. I'm just here...doing nothing. Alone.
Recently ， I just finished watching "Who are you : school 2015" (korean drama of course)
Nice drama I can say. Nice story line.
This drama is about school life. It makes me think of my times in school. I really miss it.
At the end of this drama , the main actresses said " it's okay if we're hurt,because we're just 18."
Yes, just 18 years old. The problem I'm facing now or you're facing now is nothing.
We still have a long way to go. Not even half yet. ( or already half , maybe)
Do we even have the rights to complain about our life because there's more people outside having a real bad life than us.
My thoughts really put me down like hell few days back.
Because I'm really insecure about myself. Like do people even care about me. Am I even important. Something like that.
I'm not confident to be confident of what I'm having now.
Like,it might just disappear in one second. Because no one knows what's gonna happen next.
I'm a person who thinks a lot about literally every single shit. And I hate it. Ohh man.
I bet confronting is the only way to solve probs.
I get to know how much this person needed me in their life ,etc.
What I'm trying to say is. Tomorrow is always a better day. If you think you're having a bad day , think about those children that's dying because of hunger and more. Your life isn't that bad after all.
Feel blessed because you get to wake up from your sleep everyday.
P.S: Oh , and. I really want to go to 30 hour famine this year too. Because I've been going to this camp since 2 years ago. Really don't wanna skip this year too but no one accompany me! :/
