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Sunday, December 8, 2013

After so long.


Hey guyss!
It's been so long since my last update my blog. It's May till now.
I was busy with my schools and tuitions and of coz dramas! Haha xD
It really takes me so long to update my blog because i was so damn lazy. So it's quite surprising right now that i would update my blog. Maybe im just too bored.

Here comes the holidays that we waited so long! But it wasn't that satisfy and fun as I thought. Everyday is just waking up late and sleeping late in the night that actually waste my time a lot.
My dad is just busy with his work and have no time to bring us out. :(
Don't you think we're bitchy ? LOL we wanna go school when its holiday and we want holiday when school days.

Hmmm...what i did during holidays was just hanging out with friends and went Johor for a week.
UNCLE JANG xD





After a week,she came my house for a week too :D
Nicole is back too xD which really made my weeks. ❤


















Family is my everything ❤
Without them,i wont be here and i wont be having such a happy life ❤




Sharm ❤
Lay ❤
Athi ❤
:)
❤ Annoying one but always the best ! 
Syazril xD ignore my face plss!  
Even sometimes we do argue but we always stick to each other after that :)
Why can't the four of us just be together like now ? :D it's really so good having u all in my life :)
U guys are the one who carried me up when i fell. ❤

Lay,Shan,KahYing,Me❤
KahYing ❤
Shan❤



Hey you both! Even we dont hang out always but we always have things to say when we meet !
I do really appreciate u guys :) hehe. Even though i really hate what happen to us last time!


A true friend cares like a mom, scolds like a dad, teases like a sister, irritates like a brother and loves more than a lover.


So...oh yeah!
Due to the boringness of holidays , me and cousin went to wechat's drift bottle and find friends! Haha xD
I found a Taiwan guy which is finally not a weird guy and he's really nice. Ermm...its fun having a taiwan friend! Hi Paul! xD Nice to meet you! :DD i will wait for ur postcard xD haha

前一陣子發生些事情讓我明白要真的珍惜身邊的人 。
我不應該知道這件事可是我卻知道了 真的很替她打抱不平 可是我們卻不能做什麽 T^T
有苦不說 :( 我看到都心疼。
我說過了 我們都在啊 不要把我們當外人 什麽事都讓我們來幫你們分擔好嗎 ? :(
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我感激你对我这样的坦白 但我给你的爱暂时收不回来 So I 我不能只是 be your friend
我以為只是我以為
我以為我會沒事 我以為我能接受 我以為我不會哭 我以為我不會難過 我以為只要過一陣子就可以忘記。
上兩個月 真的不好受 可是日子還是要過啊 所以就選著不想因為那時我在考大考結果書都沒心讀了 每天晚上就只會對著電腦發呆 想用哭來發洩可是卻哭不出 結果考試最後兩個星期就一直看戲 考出來的結果果然很‘好’ 連一個A都沒有 什麽屁嘛== 給媽咪看成績 他就問我爲什麽沒有A 我就回答 我不懂 哈哈...*不好笑
我就覺得很內疚 因為我沒盡力去溫習 可是下一年真的要好好讀了 一想到SPM就壓力死了 靠 要怎麼才能至少6個A 我真的不懂== 我的媽呀

因為那件事兒 我真的振作不起來 連ringtone也換了因為習慣聽到那個鈴聲就以為是你
然後我表姐的一句話 我想通了吧
她說 想一想我的事情也不是一件很大的事情 可能有人比我更可憐 他們都沒有這樣振作不起來都還沒到世界末日不是嗎 (好像是這樣
嗯,對啊 世界末日才要怕吧
那會是我第一次也是最後一次 因為真的很痛
我跟你說 嗯我沒事的 因為我都沒有期待 (假的
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!
一開始我是那樣想的 可是後來就不是了 
過去了 算了唄 不說了 很笨啊覺得

現在是 4.09am 
我很悶所以來update blog 本來想寫一小段而已 結果就寫了那麼多!!
星期一快點到~~~~我快悶死了 我需要我的表姐!
那天我兩個表姐同一時間回去 結果我自己在家難過了很久 哈哈哈
好險我的哥哥還在 結果我就一直弄他 被他罵 就拿他的laptop進去房間看非常完美 
然後早上起來 他就跟我說他要回去了 T^T 我又開始悶了好久 因為全都走完了 剩我一個人在家 即使我已經習慣了 可是我還是很討厭習慣了不是一個人然後又要習慣一個人
結果他們不在的那天到現在 我都覺得我的日子很難過 然後一直看戲 看來看去都好像沒看到 == 我快傻了我覺得。。。。。
好吧 我廢話太多了我覺得 自己寫自己爽 = = 哈哈哈!


 What hurts the most was being so close.





飞过 Remember to come again yea :)♥