Just.

Hi there guys!
I just started my college life , not to say started but starting on Monday , had my orientation two days back.
Orientation was....okay. (not that fun)
People in my group was actly not bad, some are really friendly , some just...you know. (hahaha just kidding :P)

Before I move in to my college , the feelings of sad is getting more day by day. It sucks.
Leaving my hometown (yes,not that far away, just 45 mins but still )
Not sleeping on my bed that I slept on every single night ,breakfast with mum , go to the market with mum , my peaceful hometown , almost more than half of my stuffs from my house is gonna be in my hostel , my tv , my everything.
Never once that I left my home to somewhere and actly gonna stay there for like 4 years? LOL
I might sounds like a spoilt kid but im not. Trust me , i just... I'm a home person.
Even for trips , without parents , it feels weird. Like something is missing and I miss my home after not even one day? (hahaha wtf right , yes that's me)
When all of my friends started going to uni/college , i was like : goddamn it , let me go uni/college already. I want to start my college too. I want to stay away from home. But nahh, i don't feel this way now.

My 8 months of holiday , 8 months of staying at home .
Thanks to both of my friends who's Syaz and Shawn , ahahaha.
They both accompanied me alot during my holiday hahaa. (of course i'm accompanying them too)
And ,
The best night for me is probably a night out with my friends. Sitting near by the sea , on the grass and beautiful views of Port Dickson chit chatting. We laughed and talked about shits that no one I could ever talk about it to. I think this is what I'm gonna miss the most when I'm off to college.
( can i just stay in this safe and peaceful town forever , can i just stay 18 forever :( 

 


I guess this is it , im done with my shits. Emo and not being excited about college.

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Thoughts.

Hey peeps,it's been awhile. 
I said i might write about my birthday for the next post on my last post right. Nahhh nothing special but I really appreciate that day.
My girls planned alot but it didn't work out. It's a big surprise that they planned for me.
But there's some reasons why the plan didn't work. (don't wanna talk about it)
Thanks to my girls , thanks Sharm for bringing me out for dinner and thanks Lay for coming to my birthday dinner all the way from KL. *crazy women
Thanks A LOT ❤

My girls. ❤

The boys treat me a dinner after that. Thanks a lot. *youknowwhoyouare* ❤

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I've been thinking a lot these days. Like really A LOT. All day all night *hahaa overreact*
Bout my life.
Most of my friends went for college already. I'm just here...doing nothing. Alone.

Recently ， I just finished watching "Who are you : school 2015" (korean drama of course)
Nice drama I can say. Nice story line.
This drama is about school life. It makes me think of my times in school. I really miss it.
At the end of this drama , the main actresses said " it's okay if we're hurt,because we're just 18."

Yes, just 18 years old. The problem I'm facing now or you're facing now is nothing.
We still have a long way to go. Not even half yet. ( or already half , maybe)
Do we even have the rights to complain about our life because there's more people outside having a real bad life than us.
My thoughts really put me down like hell few days back.
Because I'm really insecure about myself. Like do people even care about me. Am I even important. Something like that.
I'm not confident to be confident of what I'm having now.
Like,it might just disappear in one second. Because no one knows what's gonna happen next.
I'm a person who thinks a lot about literally every single shit. And I hate it. Ohh man.
I bet confronting is the only way to solve probs.
I get to know how much this person needed me in their life ,etc.

What I'm trying to say is. Tomorrow is always a better day. If you think you're having a bad day , think about those children that's dying because of hunger and more. Your life isn't that bad after all.
Feel blessed because you get to wake up from your sleep everyday.


P.S: Oh , and. I really want to go to 30 hour famine this year too. Because I've been going to this camp since 2 years ago. Really don't wanna skip this year too but no one accompany me! :/


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CNY 2015

It's almost two months and now only i'm posting about CNY. *just wanna remember those moments*

This year's CNY...hmmm,not much diff but it's getting more bored year by year? 

Not sure if it's me or what. But definitely I find it more fun few years back. 

Maybe all of us have grown up. *cousins i mean*

There's time where all of us just play with phone which is kinda sad because we should be talking to each other. *im only using my phone when im awkward or i have nothing to do* 

I don't use my phone when I'm gathering with my families. 

Well,let's get over it. Haha

My cousin,Nicole brought her boyfriend back from Singapore for the first time. 

He was quite nice. Met him few times already. 

And my mum's birthday was on the first day of CNY so we celebrated her birthday too. 

Now let the pictures do the talking. :)

Hew's Family ❤

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Uncle Vincent and us!

8 of us *suppose to be 9,my bro not there

Men

Women

Grandma on the right! *obviously* hahaa

always three of us ❤

Mummy's birthday! ❤❤！

Tiger wants angpao too :P

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On the fifth day of CNY,it's our 'bai nian' day.
But we only went to Lay's house. *hmmm*

Group selfie *shan wasnt there!*

he thinks he's cute.

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Lay Lay ❤

Kah Ying ❤

Overall,it was fun having time being around with family and friends.
I bet we need more celebration to gather around ❤ 

P.S : im writing this post now at 3.34am. Hahaha just feel like updating my blog. Like I said in my last post that i'll post about CNY. The next time when im back,i will write about my birthday :) *so much to say about my birthday*

Alright,ciao. :) have a nice day people ! xx.

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